Don’t look back..

The year of 2008 just starting.And inside my compartment,
I’m still not thinking the real thing that I’m going to
achieve this year.
First of all,Alhamdulillah,
my life still extended to this moment.
And I really cherish it.Have you ever
think that there will be someday you
will never wake up again as usual.
Not even breathing.
It’s the time your soul detach from your body.
Everyone of us will be someday going through that moment.
Our life is like a countdown.Somehow, our daily stuffs somehow
makes us as a human being don’t really have a real thoughts about it.
ehe. I don’t know why I bring this topic up..
But this is reality.New year means our countdown is counting to the end.
The end that we don’t know when will it be..
That is why there is quote as ‘time is gold’.
Yeah. time is not we can control. But what you do to fill up the time
given to you in this once life time is what it’s really counted.
In this life time, we are the one who responsible in our every self doings.
Our time to live on this earth is fix. As a Muslim,we believe in qada’ and qadar.
Our time on earth had been fixed.
Its on us who drive our life to the end.
Whether to the good end or the opposite one.
Its us to choose. And I don’t know which end for me will it be?
People might change. I hope I will always on the right path.
That is why I really cherish people around me.
My family, my new friends, old friends and all people that I knew.
How you get involve with the people you knew, somehow
painted the colour of you today.
2008. My age will be 22.
And to think that my age will be 22? i’m becoming adult..ahaha.
Somehow, some people who I knew back then, they has gone.
To the other journey after this life time.
And sometimes I reminisced my moments with them.
their words,what they taught me about this life..huh..
Can I be someone that will be thought of when my time of departing
has come?
Somehow,I’m struggling everyday of doing at least a good deeds in my life.
Even it doesn’t really look like it.
At least, in this new era, our blog will be the alibi of our own
existence in this life time. Have you ever thinking about it?
Aha. Does it sounds ackward?
Okay..enough of what i said above.
Don’t keep it on your mind.
It was just a mumbling.
It was just my thoughts.Every person has different angle view
about it.

Everyone..Happy new year. Fill up your days with something
you can be proud of. I hope I will perform well in everything
I involve with. Same goes to all of you..
365 days of 2008.
~lift up your heart~

Benazir Bhutto in memory.

I was sitting with  Akbar in the SHAH Mosque before

Jumaat prayer.Continue our endless chit-chatting after

having lunch at Galeria Cafe. Roslee came after a few minutes

after. We were talking, I didn’t remember the details, somehow

I was shocked by the news of Benazir Bhutto assasination

when Akbar accidentally mentioned about it.

And Roslee also somehow knew about the news.eh?

It was just me who did not updated.Huhu.

My mind was racing back to a few months before when I was sitting

in the ‘general reading’ area in the library, I  had read about

Benazir Bhutto in magazine (Times or Newsweek)~aha~

always it hard for me to remember.Somehow, I remembered

the story of this woman in her life time. And unlike some issues,

the story of Benazir Bhutto in that magazine really caught

my attention & my mind still always thinking how such

woman can stand so much obstacles in her life.

Where did she learn how to gain such strong determination

to be a leader of the country?And how did she stand

years of tormenting period in her life?

And now, she were killed by a suicide attack that were also

killed many innocent people?

Inside my heart,there is a hole of sadness due to

this incident.Why? I wonder.Is killing people

really drive to a better solution? It is true death will come

when the time has come to all of us. And no one can escape

death. However, I felt really dissapointed on the suicide attack.

Pakistan is also a Islam country.Brothers and sisters in Islam,

I always wonder when will it be a new era for Muslim

people in this world will becoming the greatest generation ever again?

We hold the most Holy Quran~the Holy book which  contains

complete guidance for us as a human and Sunnah of Rasulullah s.a.w.

Huh. As a muslim, this is the only way I can give my point of

view. I really want to feel how the really is ‘Islamic environment’

that was achieved by Islam people in the Prophet Muhammad times.

They treasured the strong bond between them.But

in this era,sometimes~always we keep suspicious

feeling to our brothers and sisters in Islam.

Ok lah.Its not like me who simply talk this kind of stuffs.

It is just, this time,I really feel want to talk about it.

Ok lah.Hafiz and Akbar are waiting for me.We has planned

to go out together-to JJ wangsa maju obviously.

Guess I need to stop here.